Fridy morning

WoW I mean the morning too, it is 2:00am and I am sitting here in a dark house. Not sure why i can't sleep. Well, maybe the 10 pm m&m's have something to do with it.
I had the fun today of helping to coach some 5 & 6th grade girls volleyball, boy they were sweet. however I think every 5 minutes they wanted a water break.
I think, well I week from now i will be down and sick, but yet the last of this treatment. Unless you have been "there", it may not make sense to you, but its a feeling of being left "out-there", after the treatment are over. Just waiting for the next scan to tell you its back. i know, just run the mile your in, don't look ahead. Easier said than done. To help me physically and mentally, I have decided to coach Randi's homeschool volleyball team this season. CRAZY, yes I hear you screaming at the computer, but---I really feel this is the right thing to do. It is a passion of mine I can't shake off. I will probably get it really going 2 weeks after the last treatment. God has been and is and always will be faithful and this is just another avenue to let His light shine.
I heard a preacher on the radio this week, say, " Why bother coming to church and worshiping if you aren't going to take it home with you? Why bother shining your light in church, that isn't where the darkness is". The whole sermon was so encouraging. Another part was, that God is like the coach and we are the players, so we need to get off the bench and start playing. Sounds like a verse in Proverbs, Man plans his steps, but God directs his path..( my simple paraphrase).